I wrote these words for you
on my Krishna-blue
IBM Selectric II
MY BARGE is large but I forget
what people, items squat in cargo hull.
The brains are inaccessible, the skull
is poorly pitched against the salt and wet.
There are oars, and sails on sails, and yet
sans oranges, the
crew is dull.
Drums, and the requisite seagull,
anchor them in music of regret.
The whole assembly’s now in danger:
cords creak, timbers bend, joints leak.
Weird hindrances. Signs impossible to read.
No captain I am to all stars a stranger.
The whole ship now begins to gibber and squeak.
Four concentric horses.
Two running, two curled up in clover,
dead or only sleeping in the clover.
They won't be separated out:
no unbroken mind
from anywhere may ride them.
They will have no secrets.
If we looked long enough at them
our secrets too
would soon be unbelievable.
Yes me too Marlene I cannot stop thinking
about the war either
been feeling so appalled and helpless
and also violent
for instance I can’t stop wishing I were a legendary assassin
the kind who can creep across the floor
silent and slow
as a square of moonlight
I would sneak into Putin's house
and stick a flower in his ass,
and then chop his head off--
but you have to be careful you know:
once you've started on that road,
where to stop?
Too many asses/flowers/heads for one lifetime
in fact you'd wind up being buried under a mountain
of asses and flowers and heads
for about 10,000 lifetimes
make no mistake: you’d be a hero
a legend
and that
is exactly why I don’t
trust myself
with these decisions
I see faces of blood
faces of bone
faces of sphincter-like
aspect
horrible faces of stone
faces of meat
faces of crème brûlée
or of meringue
in advanced decay
angel-heads
with revolving faces
shifting melting
features rearranged
utterly
the eyes however
they maintain a constant stare
that has never changed
nor shall it ever change
Maimed? Well you are not alone
in hell let me
introduce you to your new
friends this is Shitfit and this is Dickless they
will be overseeing your problemo grande
Jules Supervielle does not wait
for inspiration
he brings his instruments
to rediscover those things and noises
abandoned in a moment of
confusion.
Oceans of blood lap at his feet.
You cannot wait for inspiration
especially if like Supervielle
you have cardiac troubles
(as who, ultimately, does not)
you can’t wait for the
earthquake
before grabbing your hat
or learning to box
because look: you’re already in
the ring
with a monster,
a complete freak of nature.
Or is that merely a blur
in your most secret mirror? Some
smudge
attesting to the departure
of her most obscure majesty?
I would like to learn that
technique
to stay an ocean of blood
to speak with a siren, to question
her
beyond her many refusals
for it is the time of lumpy monsters
contriving in great freedom
on the banks of a toxic flood
room for corpse-wolves
wading ashore to come
and under a moon engorged with blood
contriving
colossal pyramids
according to barbaric plans
it is the time
of burlap scrota
sweeping through charnel realms
ps
Grendel was a floater
‘Doesn’t anybody want my dear Fortunata to dance?’ he said. ‘Honestly no one dances the cordax better.’
–Petronius
All song and dance is heard in the Dharma.
–Hakuin Zenji
For Jesus leads the dance of love.
–Wyclif
She coulde of that art the olde daunce.
–Chaucer
These petrified relations must be forced to dance by singing to them their own melody.
–Marx
Anayu, Storm Snake Old Man,
Come here now, for we are dancing!
Bring your rain, you arrive now!
–song of Nanbe tribe
This time only you will see me.
When they dance at Takimildin
Fog will cover the base of the mountain
Toward the south!
I watch from there!
Thus, when the time comes,
They will dance it thus!
Whoever dances thus will think of me.
–song of Naninnoh-hoi
tribe
It feels stupid
while you are doing it
but what you are doing
is called living
and I
want you
to know
it is
a
fucking
revolutionary
activity!